ultimatum met

The ultimatum posted on June 2nd, seems to have done the trick. I finally came up with an original idea, presented it to my supervisor, and he seemed impressed (and that’s all I need), so I designed my experimental setup, and amazingly, this was all done before June 15th. So I went to the lab technician with a list of all the material I will be needing, and again, all this is done around mid-June… and since then, I’ve been waiting… impatiently…for the ordered material to arrive… practically doing nothing important… well, I mean I still come to school and work for a few hours a day… but I don’t like the wait… I get nervous when I don’t have anything to do… I can’t just stay home and relax (like a normal person would do)… I start feeling guilty… so I’ll come to school. With nothing to do. Like today…

I also realized something else as I am writing this post. At any stage during my studies so far, I have always thought that compared to the previous stage, I haven’t been doing enough work…and that I’ve been lazy in this last stage… and I always blame myself for that… but heck, looking back at the posts I’ve had, all the times I have been complaining, I’ve been achieving something big during that very time… so, I won’t complain any more from now on… yep, you won’t be hearing me complain any more about being lazy, or not working like I should, or …

p.s. Hey it’s OK if I complain a little every now and then, right?

p.s.s. I have 11 mosquito bites on my back, and the funny thing is they are concentrated around one same spot. A mosquito must have gotten into my t-shirt and stayed there… from breakfast till supper, and he hasn’t stopped himself from having mid-day snack, an afternoon tea, and a late night snack, and even inviting a friend over for a movie night… it’s itching like crazzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyy.

Impatiently waiting for the ordered material to arrive.